It's hard to believe it's been two years. My heart will always go out to Paul's friends and family.

I actually had a dream about Paul about a month or so ago. I've never shared it before, but this might be a good time to do so. It's not uncommon for me to have the occassional dream of someone who has passed away, and the dreams almost always involve that person letting me know that they are okay or asking me to let someone else know that they are okay. At any rate, this dream I had took place in a small auditorium/gymnasium type space. Paul and I were sitting across from one another in metal folding chairs, and he had this large, red round plastic disc that he placed over our two sets of legs, and started drumming on it - - - this amazing syncopated rhythm as only Paul could do it. When he was done, I was crying, and he told me to stop crying. I looked at him and told him I couldn't, and that he had no idea why I was really crying. He looked at me and said "sure I know why you're crying, but really, those jackets we used to wear in the early days weren't that bad....." He winked at me and told me once again not to cry and that he was okay. Then suddenly I was alone in the darkened auditorium and I began to sing "Don't Dream It's Over", then I woke up.

Paul H..Nice reference.I had thought of that too while listening to that song over the last 2 years...I really like the photo up on the main site too...I understand the thought all to well...bent thoughts for sure.Still hard to accept.
RIP Paulie,
mark n san diego

Not the girl, what an amazing dream. Surely a sign from the man above

May peace be with all family and Frenz today. RIP Paul.

Well two years, gone by so quick.

The car is full of flowers from our gardens at Ailsa Craig, the sun is shining and I think Uncle Hessie must of been watching today as I found $35.00 in the pockets of my black jeans, oddly enough that's probably how much the petrol will cost to go to Blackwood today (how odd is that!). *GRIN*.....wonder if he'd leave the Lotto numbers next time (doesn't work that way...! Oh well).

Have cards from us, a card from Neil, Nick and Mark, no idea who else will be at Blackwood but rest assured we will be carrying all your thoughts and love for our mate with us.

Thanks to the masses for the many emails, and all the nice thoughts.

Stay Reel!!!!

Gryph

2 years.....it seems like yesterday and a lifetime ago all at once, doesn't it? My thoughts are with all those missing Hessie on this sad annivesary.

Peter, I hope you find comfort in the company of friends as you visit his grave.

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Originally posted by Half-Full:
2 years.....it seems like yesterday and a lifetime ago all at once, doesn't it? My thoughts are with all those missing Hessie on this sad annivesary.

Peter, I hope you find comfort in the company of friends as you visit his grave.

My thoughts exactly, HF.

Rest peacefully, Paul.

I hope Paul has found his peace. sending out good thoughts to his girls, I know how it is to miss your dad.

Well, what a day to receive the latest Frenz Newsletter in the post! I've just been reading the interview with Neil about reforming the band, and oh how so poignant today being the day that Paul left us. I was filled with a real sense of sadness and loss, but also with the awareness that it is from the winter that spring arises in all it's beauty and glory.

I just thought I might share with everyone the lyrics to a beautiful but heartachingly sad song penned for Paul by his friend Shane Howard - it is on his latest album released last year and is called 'Empty House' - it's very difficult to listen to but is so beautiful and filled with such pathos and love.

"Gone, Gone
Everything you ever felt
Everything like butter melts away

Gone, Gone
All the dreams you ever had
All the things that made you sad

Quicksilver, Quicksilver
Running through the hands of time
Running through the plans of mine and yours

One Moment, One dark moment
Changes everything
Everything like Quicksilver runs away

Little Brother, Little Brother
Why'd you think that noone cared
Why'd you think those thoughts could not be shared

One tall tree, in the forest
The axeman picks the best to fell
Some things evolve and leave a shell

Quicksilver, Quicksilver
Comes together, runs away
Just like time it slides, doesn't stay

Gone, Gone
Everything you ever felt
Everything like ice caps melts away."

Well, he truly was a tall tree in the forest of much lesser - I hope you have found your peace Paul, and I hope you can feel the love!

My thoughts are with Paul's family and all his dear friends today, wishing them much love and comfort.

Thank you for all you left us with RIP Paulo.

Lucy
xxx

Just thought I'd pop in here and read what everyone was saying about Paul. I can't put it any better than anybody that's already said stuff here.

I'm gonna go listen to "Wanted to Know" of Pauls....I've been entranced by that song for a while now. Maybe the boys'll resurrect one of his 'new' tunes one day....they are solid songs.

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Originally posted by Love&Peace:
Well, what a day to receive the latest Frenz Newsletter in the post! I've just been reading the interview with Neil about reforming the band, and oh how so poignant today being the day that Paul left us.

I had a similar experience today too, choosing to buy the FFTW dvd (finally, not my fault Santa didn't bring it )

It seemed so surreal watching those interviews & behind the scenes documentaries & hearing Paul talk about the band's demise, especially considering they have now reformed.

It was especially hard hearing Neil, Nick & Mark provide commentary on the concert and I was struck with the feeling that Paul should have been here to comment on it too. Can you imagine?

Peace to Paul's family & friends, Gryph & all those who are remembering him today.

L&P, thanks for the lyrics

I walk past often, eating a pie or a salad roll from the Elwood bakehouse.

Pauls memorial is in fine condition apart from a recent and 'decent' bird poo.

I had a paper napkin but thought ' thats life Paulo '

..and I wish you were still here

On Saturday night 26th March 2005 I was having an unusually hard time getting to sleep so I went outside to see a brilliant fullmoon .A bright star was shining right next to it so I took the above picture.It was the next day that I heard the tragic news.........
I feel blessed that I was able to spend some funtime with my friend just 2 weeks prior to this day.
Pauls star will always shine brightly and forever be dancing with the moon .
RIP my friend :-((
Shine on Paul .
Enjoy life alwayz my Frenz.

Please come on over to
HESSIES TOOLSHED
for a cuppa.
A huge THANKYOU especially to Doodler,Houser and Kira

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Cheeky crazy skinny gorgeous sweet Paul...

The only man I've ever seen ride a bicycle while wearing a skirt.

You're still making me laugh, still making me cry... always on my mind.

Love & hugs to everyone out there...

Peace xo

Two years already....

I hope you found the peace you needed. Sleep well.

Rest in peace Paul. Your spirit and music are still with us.

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Originally posted by Half-Full:
2 years.....it seems like yesterday and a lifetime ago all at once, doesn't it? My thoughts are with all those missing Hessie on this sad annivesary.

Peter, I hope you find comfort in the company of friends as you visit his grave.

Same from me PG. Well said HF.

Much love and hugs to all who are feeling his loss.

The sun is shining warm and brightly today - feels like a smile from above.

It must be tragic to lose a parent, or for someone to lose a son.

I do hope his family know that there is still a global community out here who share their loss.

Gone, but certainly never forgotten.

I can't believe either that it has been two years already. I was barely pregnant with my little Eva and now she is almost 17 months old.

We will miss Paul at the CH shows but as others have said everyone will remember him at each show we attend.

RIP Paul. God bless your loved ones that they may have peace in their hearts on this day.

Not-the-girl, what a powerful, eerie, amazing dream. Thank you for sharing that. I like to believe that dreams like that are a way for a soul who has passed to get in touch with those of us still on this side of things. I imagine you must've felt very emotional when you woke up.

I feel a bit inadequate, posting here. Most of you have been fans for such a long time, and I feel like a latecomer who should stay in the back and keep quiet. But I know that's silly and I really felt the need to just share my voice here, and say that I do think about Paul, and everyone who loved him, a lot. I hope he's able to check in with his loved ones when they need a sign from him. I hope to sing "Better Be Home Soon" with a bunch of you in Pomona next month for Paul.

jentwo, never feel like an outsider here. The more the merrier! Hey, It's been less than two years since I first posted, and look at my tally now .

I feel bonded and comforted by reading these posts, especially those pertaining to Paul. It lets me know that I too am not alone in the way I feel. It's nice to know there are many others out there .